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It's only been a couple of days, but I thought I'd update y'all on my vegetarianism. The good thing about being the only one in the house, is that we don't have much vegetarian food yet, so I don't have much to eat xD; So I'll probably lose a few pounds.
I woke up starving this morning.
The other few mornings I've been eating cheese and crackers, or toast. And yesterday I ate some yellow rice and a half a tuna sandwich before bed, because I was hungry xD;
And for lunch today, I had another tuna sandwich, and I'll eat some yellow rice later.
I really need to go shopping for Boca things and stuff.
My grandma is still giving me a hard time, but I'm not letting it bug me. She isn't supporting me at all. "It's not in you! They're already dead and gone" It's just annoying. Why can't she accept it's how I feel and say, "Okay, if that's how you feel, then it's what you want to do. I'll help you anyway possible" That's all I ask. It's not too much, right?
My friends are being more supportive than my family. This is why I feel as though I can't talk to them about anything. Like what I want to do with my life and things. And that's a sad feeling.
I really want to get going with my studies, so I'm not a hobo in 2 years and dying on the corner. But they're not making a move, and I know I can move myself, but it's hard with no support. Things always come over me.
I probably sound selfish, but. I know I have a lot, more than others for sure.
But material things aren't important. It's more emotional and such that count most.
I finally am honest about wanting to be a voice actor, but they think I should do something more 'stable.' Where I'll make money, and I know money is semi important. I know the hardships of having to scrounge. But, if you're doing what you love, it's almost better. Because, sure, you're having a hard time, but you're happy. That's how I feel. I'm sure a lot of people disagree, but, those are my thoughts.
I love cars and am good with my hands, but couldn't stand being a mechanic. Which my parents WAAANNNNNNNTTTTTTTT me to be.
But on the other hand, I don't think I'm good enough to actually succeed and make money in the Voice Acting world. So I'm completely torn. I know I need some kind of degree, so I can actually have a backup plan when this falls through. But I'm not too good at anything else. I could be a secretary. But come on. I don't think I wanna work for a James Spader. Though, that would be kinda fun, if you know what I mean ;3
I could work with computers, but seriously, I'm fat enough as is. I'm not saying all computer nerds are fat, I could work for Geek Squad, but ew. Those cars are kind of tacky >_>;
Ahhh damn, now I'm confused and completely rambling >_>;;;
While we're on the subject (sure, Katlin, sure) of voice acting, I'm gonna post my new Demo Reel, yay !
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Gimme some feedback. To really tell me if I'm cut out for that world.